Just thoughts!!

Memories  -Part 1  Memories are very crucial and interesting part of everyone’s life . Most of the time they teach one things , sometimes they take a part of you with them .Every time one remember something or someone , that one memory which rises above all takes the lime light of the whole course of time . That one tiny memory rules it all into a negative or positive. It’s difficult sometimes to remember, because you don’t want to but you still do. Sometime    your very found of it , but it never triggers in those receptors. Mostly the negative feelings might produce positive emotions or results and positive memories can produce negative emotions or results . 

To , Whoever it may concern- At a certain point in your life, you might feel stuck, mentally,physically and emotionally. No way out , no directions, no doors , not a single Neuron in the brain will fire enough electric impulse to create a thought , idea or a memory. Everything will be dark ,cold ,blend and numb. Your body will go into state a shock . Everyone,in their life goes through it, has to experience it.   If you ever find yourself in such position, tell yourself “ hold on” not like things will be ok , but more like “it’s gonna be a bumpy ride” . That’s the whole point , the adventure of the ride ,the secrets time unfolds , the mystery    etc .

The difference between the two  There are many personalities around us that want many things , some of them are materialistic , some are not . You can never know what a person wants . Same way one mens need might disgust others , when it might be a ‘just cause’ for that individual. As a great saying goes something like “one men’s food, other men’s poison” Same way is being alone . Some choose it , some regret it . It has its perks and flaws . But being alone and being lonely are different. You can be alone but not lonely , same way you can’t be lonely but not alone . It’s not sure how , what , when , one decide that . A strong drive triggers it in most cases. People often cannot differ between the two . It’s not always a company that resolves it . It’s the belongingness towards a thing , a cause , a reason . It’s frequent with some , it’s occasional with few , it’s like a curse that makes you vulnerabl e in a way . Exposing a side of you which maybe harm...

I just knew you, never met you. I knew you were out there somewhere. Never expected to meet you ,never cared if it ever happened . The day came I saw you , you were in front of me and our gaze met. I wish I had smiled , did something! I wish , I wish , I wish . I don’t know anything about you except your  name. Don’t know about your personality, your habits , your flaws ,nor you knew mine.  I would have messed it up , bad. Only reason why, because I would have tried “over the top “. Here I am wondering this all listening to you sing . Don’t even know the reason why? It’s fools way, it just feels right . I know it will not happen, even if it was a dream . 

It’s ok! It’s ok if you don’t understand, it’s fine. It’s not a race that you have to participate in.its not always the same for everyone, some get it early what’s put forth , some later and some never . It’s ok if you don’t. Big words doesn’t mean being “intelligent“ , or simpler explanations doesn’t mean it’s “less interesting“. Things aren’t the same for everyone. The one who never gets it suffers ,because the one never gets it. The one who proposes the thought suffers because nobody gets it. Being the smarter one has it flaws too, problems are different but the “suffering” is same . It’s just perspective. It might feel weird , doesn’t mean it’s wrong or it might feel simpler , doesn’t mean it’s right or vice versa . Doesn’t harm exploring the possibilities of “perspective dimension “ in life. Not physically considering them , but mentally trying to solve the credibility of a point of view . Check if the pieces fit together. if you can’t it’s ok , it might not be the c...

How can I live , with this pandemic state? Like a crushed and tortured destinies bait, Is this apocalypse my final fate? Why does everything has to happen soo late!?  Is my patience really worth the wait!? The times of my existence, Even I don’t know ,what it feels to be me.

Every idea thought or belief by itself is normal and just . Till the rules , guidelines or limitations step in . Then it gets filtered and judged placed under certain situations or circumstances with reference to those rules , guidelines or limitations. Every mind will either criticise or applaud it. The reason and circumstances will defy its credibility and importance. An idea “just because” is harmless,but by implying it, the end result would determine its pros and cons . This would raise a question, if all ideas are normal why the negativity shows its face frequently? The idea in once head is harmless , but when implied can create blunders or miracles. The consequences of the end results or the possibility of an end result ,if the inventor or the thinker of a particular  idea could predict it well in advance . Then the idea could be prejudged . Only then , otherwise it’s just a thought or a hypothetical situation , which doesn’t harm anyone or anything.

Every person you see , meet , talk to or even think about ,will change every time they cross your mind or physical paths of life . With thoughts , knowledge or experience . That would make everyone unpredictable in a way . Even if you know them , truely and completely . They will be defined by their actions or words towards you and others . Don’t be shocked with such experiences and jump on a judgmental series of emotional episodes , but learn to condition the rationality in those moments of truth . Only then your reactions would be evolved.