Just thoughts!!

I listen to you cry everyday , sometimes over reasons that don’t even make sense . I listen I know how important that is , but then . When will be my turn , when will you listen ? Do I need a token or stand in a line , who will tell me that things will be fine !? So many issues , so many lie’s . I can’t even describe . Support the mental health was the motto you said empower its might . Now where are you when it’s time to imply . Don’t talk if you can’t deliver . Amplifying the emotion into rage and an ultimate fate - AXM.

  There are lies in the words of wisdom you seek , these words ,said by the greatest minds are incomplete. The context is deprived and the flaws are interpreted . How do you know the truth from the lie , when the lie is told in the form of truth . which then is interpreted into a disaster . The greatest text , with their great lines of courage , are flawed through the history accepted as a guide conveying / reassuring the reality . Which is just a mirage created to escape the truth , portraying the truth as an illusion. -AXM

The silence between us grew as we part our ways for a fools conversation who was never meant to be !!!!  For whom you weren’t important, but lost someone who could have been .    Now we just scroll through the texts and status’s moving on in life without the other . The awkward silence is the only thing that connects us , only wishing if another conversation is a possibility.

Pictures speak louder then words , they say we understand what we saw . That’s not true , those are not my words , those are just the echo of your thoughts , they don’t tell you my personality , my flaws and definitely not my perky little thoughts . Your assumption is all you get to judge , they don’t even mean when they saw ‘crazy us’ . You lost the chance to live , when you were too busy worried capturing memories . Mean what you seek , know when to make it a big deal . For you it might be the Mount Everest , for me it’s just another hill.-AXM

Soo eagerly you were searching for him , with such dedication and commitment , you were soo sad when you couldn’t find him . Though you never knew or spoke to him . Maybe , did you wonder it’s not him but you were searching for yourself , searching for a reason to be happy, it might be something unknown , but you thought you had it . This is something you did to make yourself feel better . You don’t need him , you never did , surviving isn’t boring , it’s a need , when your ready , you will move on . 

  There are time’s when you feel soo low and depressed , the walls around you collapse , the room shrinks and you feel suffocated. It feels like you existence is been ripped from you , your identity , ideas , basic reasoning ravaged to the core. There aren’t any questions for answers . Closest compared to a dark blank space , that Is the only thing which becomes a constant , until out of nowhere it hits you . No warnings or reasons . That one thought changes the whole course of one’s life. If you’ve not experienced it , it’s yet to come , the pressure released in just a sec . Wait for that one thing to hit you . It’s beautiful !