Just thoughts!!

I don’t understand, How you try to solve an equation and it messes it self up like trying to complicate itself. Like some of the people in the world who don’t like simple good and happy. They just want to create problems to keep themselves entertained. The same way when I try to solve the equation,  I use the correct formula, correct facts, correct variable, situation and emotion.  Still the answer is inconclusive.  Like how does that happen, the denial of the opportunity to move on, even if the will and motivations support it on full throttle 

Every working day in the deep struggle of stress and work, dealing with deadlines ,I just look around and see faces with the same look, the one I have when you look in the mirror.  In all that tensed aura on the floor, I look out of the window, and there’s something exactly opposite that goes on, A care free spirit pops out her head from her small window for a getaway, for a smoke. Just a few seconds always dressed in a pink robe trying to escape Something I guess.  I wonder why she does it and how she feels, looking down on people like a tyrant, just for a few minutes of fame, having pity on everyone who walks by.  I wonder what her story is? Like all of us she should have something interesting as-well,  Someday will know. 

 All-day long when you are surrounded by people around, even if it is for a bit, it is a distraction, but in the same situation when there are people around but they are strangers it makes your mind wander and think of the situations that may have happened or imagined about. Usually, when I observe I see things and it is just something that is happening but then to some the whole situation has its own meaning and interpretation. Most of the time it is the same, interpretations, meanings, messages, etc.  There is those time when a situation that is not related to you at all, you have nothing to do with it, but you feel the burden on your shoulders. For that moment it makes you realize that you are carrying an albatross around your neck. You did nothing wrong, but still, the burden that hurts out of something good.  What is your albatross?  -AXM