Just thoughts!!

This is a tale about her, She is very beautiful,  Absolutely lovely. Very pleasant to talk to, kind, helpful. A normal human being. That’s what she is to the world, another beautiful souls making the world a better place. But, To that one person, who she loves more than the world,  She believes he is lovely, she wants to spend all her life with him. And he loves her back, He loves her like nobody ever has, listens to her. Takes her out on lunch, dinners,movies. The long walks with him on the beach, watching sunset is her absolute favourite. Nobody has ever kissed her like he has before. Every time he looks into her eyes she has butterflies. She surprises him by showing up to his work with flowers and gifts every now and then. She has never loved anyone before as she has loved him. Her most favourite place in the world is in his arms feeling warm and safe on a cold winter night. It’s the love that every human being long for someone to care for you, love you be there for you. A ...

This experience of mine I am going to share with you today is one of the experiences that has happened on multiple occasions and every time it happens, it freaks the shit out of me . I am pretty skeptic about it myself. The recent incident is as follows, For the past few days I have been in conversing via texts with this person. The conversation was going well. It was a pretty normal conversation, nothing out of the ordinary. The person who I was texting with sent me a link to buy tickets for ah event, and I kept on pushing it, delaying it , because I was not sure if I could make it.  I clicked on the link, checked the dates and still I didn’t have the heart to just go through with it. Until the day before, I went again online, followed the link and then started with the process of booking the tickets . When I did that initially the process didn’t go through. I tried once again, till it got frustrating because my internet connection kept fluctuating. Until I froze after a few attem...