A post from the past.

I wrote this entry, when I was in a really bad place at a very bad time in life, I thought I should share this, one of those script. Just to share the feeling of that moment, it’s just one of the entry from many,




I feel like a fool

Because of the intelligence I can’t share

The words I can’t say 

The incidences I am deprived of

The experiences I can’t share

The criticism I cannot publish 

The charm I cannot inflict

The anger I cannot embrace

The friend I cannot have

Things like these make men believe in a lie

So hard the reality seems deluded 

A wish to live, not to be cold, a feeling to be warm 

Feels like just a dream.

-Anif Xec 


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