Just thoughts!!

I have been thinking about the a few experiences combined and individually. 1.The process where it starts, which is a decision/choice. 2.once you know what you want, you gather the will to act on it now that's motivation. 3. then you plan your move to act on it, the process of how, when, and why the reasoning that's the strategy. 4.then you make your move towards your goal that's the execution/manifestation of your choice. 5. that is the result. Success or failure. In this whole process there is another factor that always comes as a predicted but unpredicted variable between 3 and 4. that is before even trying the predicted but unpredicted variable will change the whole formula of the equation and ,make it difficult to even attempt the equation. more make like difficult to even be considered an option.  -AXM

 How does it work? Things, thoughts, and emotions. Do they change according to you or do you change according to them?  So much on the line, and for what? Why the risk?  But why not? All the hustle, to earn, live, and survive? Is it all down the drain? The reality is real?  Or just matrix in serenity? -AXM

 This is a true incident that happened to me recently. This is one of the incidents that left an strong imprint on me that has changed my perspective towards life and what I believe in. The other day I was walking back from a stroll and was a bit tired as I was sleep deprived from the previous day. It was dark and though there was houses all around could not see a soul outside or a voice chatter in the background. It felt like the abandoned ghost city as there were no lights switched on in any of the houses which I crossed along my path. The street lamps created an effect where I felt like my shadow was following me as I was walking. After A while of walking I reached the curve on the street. There was two white vans parked in the street I saw this black cat walking towards me, slowly and staring right at me. Initially I was a bit taken back then I decided to just move forward. we crossed each other, and I stopped and turned and looked back. The cat stopped and turned as well, the ...