Random thoughts

 How does it work?

Things, thoughts, and emotions.

Do they change according to you or do you change according to them?

 So much on the line, and for what?

Why the risk? 

But why not?

All the hustle, to earn, live, and survive?

Is it all down the drain?

The reality is real? 

Or just matrix in serenity?

-AXM


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